frustrated

memories of bali ...this korean drama has just finished last week but i was so frustrated...why the drama has to end like that it was so sad ...the end of the drama was so unexpected ...
before this it's not me who was addicted to see this drama everyday ...it was my sister, then of course i'm addicted to it too...how i wish the end of this drama will be different.....

new semester...

ika wrote:

i start my new semester today...it's quite stressing to end my holiday especially just after the raya puasa after u urself really enjoyed relaxing urself during the holiday and the food during the first week of raya were great!!!
only during this kind of occassion you have the chance to meet your relatives...so it's quite fun even though some of them are trying hard enough to get you...haha so funny..
how come you can fall for other man when your heart is only stick to one hehe that is my man kimi...i was so happy cause i've got time to spend time with him during the holiday...i was so grateful to have him beside me..
i was happy for him too cause he has just finished his last semester in utm guess that a lot of new things going to happen after this ...he's going to get job ...so i hope that he managed to get one...
i pray to God to make everything easy for me even though you have to face the fact that life is not easy... i just hope that kimi will always love me and only me hehe
b i love u and only you...whatever happens only you in my life and i promise this b muah luv u so much

Salam lebaran unutk syg

Kimi rase betul2 bertuah sbb hari raya yg lkepas dapat bersama dgn baby kimi yg comel nih, tapi terpaksa berjuang for exam plak hehe cuaknye kimi syg anyway i fell very grateful to be with u kat Seremban tempoh hari sbb ada peristiwa yg memang tak tido malam hehe muaah i luv sayang!

b luv u...

ika wrote:
b...this picture will always remain my heart even though other people said that pink makes a man looks like Gay but i don't care cause you looks cute in this t-shirt...
i still remember how you surprised me wearing this t-shirt on the day that we went out together hehe ...
thanks b for being such a nice person to me and i'm so grateful to have you ...
so i'm expecting to see you with a new look this Raya ...you promise me ait to cut your hair and i've been waiting for this time...the time to fall in love with you again hehe ...mark my word i know what to do when i see you hehe ..
luv u a lot b
and this love will remain forever in my heart I promise ...

hmm...

ika wrote:

hmm u want me to comment b...
but what's with the picture? can't get the idea....
maybe it's just for fun...
nothing special bout it...
but it's kinda cool ya..
just wanna say don't adore her too much
i'm a jealous girl b....

WoW!!

What is this?? are they nuts or what? syg please give ur comment.

Hmmm...this is special Arsenal Fan

geram giller!!

syg thanks keluar semalam memang banyak menduga kimi tau i see u i hold u grab u... all things that i did 2u are just because u r my gal and i luv u so much! i'm doing it not to anyone else cause it is just for u...miss u luv u tau!

9th Oct 2005

how happy i am on this day because i managed to see my b and break our fast together at Seremban parade ...after 3 months i didn't see him and now...he's in front of my eyes and he looks so cute...baby how i miss u today after seeing you that day...i'm addicted to you baby ...just wanna ask 1 question what you have done to me ha this feeling is getting worst everyday hehe ...i guess i have to wait about 3 weeks more to see you ha baby? muah ...i miss u so much ... i promise that i will yours only no matter what ....

last nite

last nite after the tarawih prayer i remembered that since yesterday i didn't managed to eat ice cream at all ...
it's quite sad because i really2 wanted to eat ice cream so much but the ice cream in the shop are all melted out because of the ice box broke down ...
but last nite i can't take it anymore...the ice cream's images are so tempting hehe i just changed my clothes and quickly went to another shop which was actually quite far from my hostel ...
but who cares all i want is just a zip of ice cream...
after i got it...that's the moment that i've been waiting for... lucky for me ha
my ice cream finished on the way i went back to my room...
the feeling...only God knows...

i'm addicted...

ika wrote:

this drama makes me addicted to see it everyday, i've never seen a drama that potrayed the antagonist as the heroin plus she's so beautiful but has a tragic end of life but it's kind of interesting to see how her life is destroyed just because of a small circumstances and it change her life

Es una descarada
Por ser la mas hermosa
No tiene casi nada,
Perole gusta la vida cara

Y a mi me gusta ella
Y se cuanto me ama
Se que sueña conmigo,
Pero amanece en otra cama

Y el dinero le robo su corazón,
La mentira, le desarmaron el alma
Y me duele su dolor,
Mucho mas que su traicion
Yo naci para quererla aunque se vaya

*coro*
Mujer de nadie,
Mujer de todos,
Mujer qe mata..
Mujer que duele,
Mujer que entrega
y te arrebata
mujer tan cara
mujer ingrata
yo se que no me olvidaras aunque te vayas
yo se que no me olvidaras aunque te vayas

En mi cartera guardo
Su foto desgastada
En mi mayor fortuna,
Y mi desdicha la descarada..
Yo seguire mi rumba
El mundo no se acaba
Esta vida es muy corta,
Te cobra y te paga

Y es que el dinero le robo su corazón,
La mentira le desarmaron el alma
Y me duele su dolor,
Mucho mas que su traicion
Yo naci para quererla aunque se vaya

*coro* (2x)
Mujer de nadie,
Mujer de todos,
Mujer que mata..
Mujer que dulele,
Mujer que entrega
y te arrebata
mujer tan cara
mujer ingrata
yo se que no me olvidaras aunque te vayas
yo se que no me olvidaras aunque te vayas

gosh...

ika wrote:

i'm so into this band really... gothic.... but i like it...gothic is special...
gothic is also cute hehe baby if u read this blog don't be mad ya ...
cause u still the one luv u

sorry....

ika wrote:

i know i've dissapointed you...but i didn't mean it really...
i'm also eager to meet you this weekend but i can't bear to see you
only for a while, but at the same time i feel guilty if i don't want to meet
you at all i miss you like crazy baby a lot... only God knows how much...
i didn't mean to hurt you last nite and if i did i'm sorry...

IQA..my heart,baby and mentor...

Baby i miss u so much since the last time we've met the last 5 weeks. This weekend i will be at home and unfortunately last nite when we talked about this, u said u didnt want to meet me just because of time when we meet is too short. I dont want u to be disappointed,i need to see u, and i know u nak buka puase ngan i tapi nak wat camne kimi kene bukak ngan family syg paham kan xpe syg apepun kimi still luv u no matter what..dont worry syg jumpe jelaa kimi eh please syg i miss u and luv u more than everything tau ok syg muuah take care of ur self yer muuaahh!!

Sweet Man...of MINE....

IKA WROTE: Sweet Man of Mine -kimi-

He walked into my life,
And swept me off my feet.
He took my heart to places I thought couldn’t be reached.
That sweet man of mine, Such a gentle soul.
His presence in my life, makes me feel whole.
This void I use to feel, now has been filled.
That sweet man of mine, Has me positively thrilled.
I love the way he holds my hand, The way he plays with my hair.
I love the way he whispers in my ear, And tells me that he cares.
I love the way he caresses my skin, T
he way he looks into my eyes
That sweet man of mine;
To me, he’s a winning prize.

i miss...

ika wrote:


i miss a lot riding this motorcycle with my baby....
i miss those time...hehe ... i was totally freak out during my first time riding this RXZ
first ride was totally out from what i've imagined
i've learn so many things from you ...i think being with you is the most precious thing that i've ever had
baby i miss u a lot i can't wait 2 c u....
luv u...

Your Love.....................

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to hold you tight in my arms,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to hear your Breath and feel its warmth,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to touch your Soul,through your Lips,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
wish to taste the sweetness of your Lips with Mine ,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish to Hear your Heart Beat with Mine,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish to give you all the Happiness and Love you are Waiting For,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish My God Keeps us in Love with each otherthurough out our lives ,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to steal all your sorrows and tears,to keep youhappy for the rest of my Life,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to console you when you are in Pain,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I wish to spend My life inside your Pure Soul,this MOment could be jus few seconds but i willfeel it till Death,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish to Love you more then anyone in this World,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
i Wish to spend One Moment of My life,feeling thewarmth of your body against Mine,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish to feel the Softness of you Hands against Mine,

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I Wish to the feel the wind passing thru the Moonand touching our cheeks,making us hold hands and lookinto each other's eyes thuru out the night ............

Your Love wakes me up in the middle of the night,
I WIsh to touch every part of you ,with my hands,to make my heart beat faster then ever ....

When the darkness of Night Disapears in the Light Of Morning,
I wish to Find myself lying beside you,
In your Soul, in your Arms,
In your Love,away from all the sorrows of Life,
I wish to find my existence close to your Heart,feeling its warmth jus for a Moment
Oh God when you will Bless Me With My Love'sLove,
when you will bless me with those passionateMoments,
I have been Longing For...

i'm guilty

ika wrote:

i don't know what i have done last nite...
guilty...that's the word ...sometimes i don't even care bout' other people's feelings
i just say what i want and it actually made other people sad ...
baby i know you will read this blog and i'm sorry about last nite i really mean this
but what i've said last nite i didn't mean it i'm so sorry ya i really hope that i can stand perfect
in front of ur eyes but i can't ...but u have... n i still didn't realize this....
if i loose you it's the end of everything and i'm afraid of loosing you baby really
and i'm so sorry ya really i mean this ...i still love you no matter
what will happen and i'll pray that our relation will stay forever ....

busy

ika wrote:

this week i will be busy with lots of works ...
i didn't get enough time to sleep and i'm so worried with my presentations
i have to do 2 presentations on the same day!
God help me and i can't event think of anything right now..
i wish u were here baby...
miss u a lot

Barca..Barca

Hi, this my favourite club in Spain..FC Barcelona. Well i love it so much (Barca) because of their techniques and art of playing football. It is not because of popularities that Real did(famous player but sometimes lost with average ranked team)..im sure Barca doesn't need that kind of attitude because they have the biggest amount of best players in the world. Unfortunately, it was not a good starting for them as they just win one, draw one and lost one when the Laliga begin. But i think it is still too early to talk about premiership tittle but i know Barca..they're not going to give up for the title. Hey, its too early man!!

Assignment!!!

From now on, im will be very busy because of assignments that are recently given to us this morning. So for tomorrow nite there will be no football for me hmmm it sucks!!..but nevermind if i could finish my discussion earlier tomorrow nite i'll be happy enough...

this song

ika wrote...

this song makes me think of you syg hehe ...
u know ait.. cause this song always being played when we met
and i.ve been missing you lately really...
how i wish that i have wings and i can fly to see you
whenever i want
but this is only a wish that will never came true...
but it can be true only when i dream of you...

p/s: i love you...

"Running"
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me I'm the one you chose Out
of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
[Chorus:] Running, running As fast as we can Do you think we'll make it? (Do you think we'll make it?) We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

The Guy That I love

Since i share this blog with my beloved honey kimi...i want to say something about him...
I really love this man so much and i'm thankful to have him as my soulmate...i don't think there's a man that can love me as much as he does...no matter how much i make him angry ...he is still patient to be there for me...lookslike i'm not choosing a wrong person to be my soulmate...and to you syg if you see this blog hehe of course you will...i just want to say that...thank you for being a most wonderful person and no matter what will happens i will always love you syg really i mean this and your love has changed my life baby and i can't wait to spend my whole life with you and i love u with all my heart and soul...

p/s: till death do us apart

aPE ajelah ye...!

Hello everybody....especially the person that i adore so much iqa cayang hehe..Anyway i wanna share something here which known as football mania. Since the EPL season has come this month everybody is busy with their fantasy games including myself, no doubt about it...it is more about how u manage to buy quality players and how u analyze a game that bring points to your team. So far i enjoy it coz among the teams there are also my friends (in the league) and for me it's interesting when we play this fantasy games, every week becomes an interesting week for me as we are excited to know how the games are played and the player performance that affect our points while we are watching the real match..what a great passion hehe!!

p/s: tonite LIVERPOOL VS MAN U